I just got home from school and I really, really feel bad.
I'll just tell you the story how current happenings have come to be. Several days ago, we were to pass 18 programs and we were all cramming because t'was a really busy week already.
Back then I was in a group of friends with 6 members including me. 3 of my friends went to one of my friend's house to do the programs overnight. All of us has barely slept at all and we were still to go to school early, like 10 a.m.
But there were only 4 of us (Me, Angel, Joy, Rich) who decided to go to school at the said time. Once at the school, we studied and compared our programs because our professor said that our midterm examinations will take place that day. After some hours later, the remaining 2 of the group (Cath, Pearl) came, and with almost no sleep at all, I think it became really hard for them to study, and print out our screen displays, while trying to stay awake. And they were really in a bad mood. Joy and Rich wanted to go with them to print our displays but Cath didn't even talk to them and Pearl insisted that they could do it by themselves.
That was the start of everything sad happening right now. No one wants to say sorry because no one thinks it's their fault. We really, really, miss Cath and Pearl but we couldn't just ignore that they seem to have found a different group now. I could sense everybody's longing when we see each other in the hallway. I was not directly responsible for the argument but I think I do have something to do with it, after all they're my bestfriends.
I just want to say I'm sorry. I could have said something back then when the tension was still starting but I didn't. I watched instead, watched as our friendship fall apart, all the while trusting that the tension would pass and we would still be OK afterwards. But we are not and now we couldn't put things back as they were. I'm really, really sorry that it came out like this. It wasn't even a fight! Just a misunderstanding, wasn't it? Now some of us aren't even talking to each other. I want to think that we could really fix this but I'm losing hope. Some seem to talk behind each other's backs and I don't want to believe that.
I really want our friendship to last! Guys, I really, really miss our group. I know all of us are sorry, please don't let our pride keep us away from each other. You're really my sisters and I like our friendship to endure more than that. I just feel really bad.
I'll just tell you the story how current happenings have come to be. Several days ago, we were to pass 18 programs and we were all cramming because t'was a really busy week already.
Back then I was in a group of friends with 6 members including me. 3 of my friends went to one of my friend's house to do the programs overnight. All of us has barely slept at all and we were still to go to school early, like 10 a.m.
But there were only 4 of us (Me, Angel, Joy, Rich) who decided to go to school at the said time. Once at the school, we studied and compared our programs because our professor said that our midterm examinations will take place that day. After some hours later, the remaining 2 of the group (Cath, Pearl) came, and with almost no sleep at all, I think it became really hard for them to study, and print out our screen displays, while trying to stay awake. And they were really in a bad mood. Joy and Rich wanted to go with them to print our displays but Cath didn't even talk to them and Pearl insisted that they could do it by themselves.
That was the start of everything sad happening right now. No one wants to say sorry because no one thinks it's their fault. We really, really, miss Cath and Pearl but we couldn't just ignore that they seem to have found a different group now. I could sense everybody's longing when we see each other in the hallway. I was not directly responsible for the argument but I think I do have something to do with it, after all they're my bestfriends.
I just want to say I'm sorry. I could have said something back then when the tension was still starting but I didn't. I watched instead, watched as our friendship fall apart, all the while trusting that the tension would pass and we would still be OK afterwards. But we are not and now we couldn't put things back as they were. I'm really, really sorry that it came out like this. It wasn't even a fight! Just a misunderstanding, wasn't it? Now some of us aren't even talking to each other. I want to think that we could really fix this but I'm losing hope. Some seem to talk behind each other's backs and I don't want to believe that.
I really want our friendship to last! Guys, I really, really miss our group. I know all of us are sorry, please don't let our pride keep us away from each other. You're really my sisters and I like our friendship to endure more than that. I just feel really bad.
